I couldn't believe it, and almost still can't, but I'm very grateful. My pastor called and said a number of blog readers and Facebook people have contacted her expressing concern about me. About my mental state. I've been talking suicide with at least one person--about lying down in the woods and not coming back out. Anxiety has been torturing me even worse than usual for the past week--the holidays are always rough for me. For anyone with Major Depressive Disorder, really. And I'm alone this time around.
I thought I was pissing in the wind, more or less. What could anyone do for me? And then people take the time to find out who my pastor is and to contact her. Thank you. Thank you.
I didn't know people cared that much. I'm so very grateful for your kindness and your concern. And your friendship. It means a lot.
Lee